lack of academic success

I have realized twice this I have yet to really accomplish anything during the three years I have been at Indiana University East. I now feel like a failure. I have no papers published–nothing published really. I have not defended nor presented anything. My only accomplishment is World Language and Culture Club and Humanities Club….oh and Honors Program. I decided to take less classes in order to gain these academic must haves for graduate school. I need to start working on my novel ….I mean seriously work on it not this crap of write two or three sentences and then be done. I need to write–seriously write. I need to get back to the big picture of all this–graduate school then to teach. I need to keep the big picture in focus by keeping the distractions at bay. I know none of this will be simple nor easy but hell nothing in life is easy.
I also need to upgrade my knowledge to technology. Yes, obviously I know and understand the basics of the computer and such but I want to know more about linking sites and so forth along with photoshopping. I had thought about getting a book for dummies about photoshop since I feel like a complte idiot at time when I use it especially since Michelle is so technologically advanced though she is living with an IT nerd.

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